on a ride to search for the perfect sun...

peace. it does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble, or hardwork. it means to be in the midst of things and still be calm in your heart. this is what i am in the process of re-teaching myself. i’ll be alright, doe.

drugs, heartbreak, loneliness - i just want to get away from it.

believe me when i say that every night we stay super lit.

smokin mad weed just to ease our crazy minds,

trying to find a way to leave it all behind.

we know we aren’t alone

but sometimes it’s hard to think otherwise

when people are so judgemental 

and all of their words are lies.

“keep your guard up, keep him on his toes”

what he’s really thinking, nobody truly knows.

love is so confusing, sometimes i think it’s wack

it overwhelms me to the point where i might have a heart attack.

trying to stop the stress,

hiding behind a cute dress

and super rockin the d-face

someone get me out of this place.

mary, she’s a cool girl

and her sister molly,

she makes my eyes swirl.

i love them so much

it could possibly be an obsession

but it’s stealing all my money

and we’re in a recession.

hustlin at bob’s just to barely get by

when all i wanna do is listen to music and get high.

i’m really hungry, but too lazy to make anything. i’m tired but can’t fall asleep. my room is so hot, and i turned the heat almost all the way off? i kinda want to order hungry howies, but i shouldn’t spend my money on it. i would love for my lover to be laying in bed with me right meow. yeah, i said it :) PS: if you’re a liar you deserve to have no friends.

even when you’re by my side i still need time to [actually] feel the company.